I am happy, even without you

As long as I could remember, you have always told me to embrace life,

so that is what I have been doing

before and after you left.

I thought I wouldn’t be happy again without you

but I am and I think you would be proud of that.

I’ve gone to college, gotten recognition for my achievements, made memories with friends…

and I feel like I don’t deserve it sometimes but

you told me to follow my heart and intuition because somehow they already know what I truly want to become

~as quoted by Steve Jobs~

and these are the results, and I couldn’t be more proud of how you impacted my life and how I am turning out to be.

I am happy, even without you.

But something inside me says I wonder what you would tell me?

People say you would be proud or you are proud but how do they really know?

I know you are but it would be nice to hear it from you.

Oh how I miss you and feel that others around me don’t understand me the way you do but, don’t think that I am any less happy than when you were around because

I am happy, even without you.

The memories you gave me, your inspirational acts, and the life you live through the stories and character features of your loved ones will always be alive.

I am becoming the person I have always dreamed of being, and have been the happiest I have ever been!

Oh how I miss you and wish to share these notions with you but,  I know you know 🙂

I am happy, even without you 🙂

Hello human beings of the Internet world. Absorb this as you please, but one message I want to get across from this is: don’t be mad at yourself for being happy even if loved ones cannot share it with you. Live your life in your happiest form and loved ones will be right beside you.

Logging out, Helen ❤


Author: zigzagmagblog

Hi, I see you want to stalk me ;) ...its ok to admit it! We all stock people's social media accounts, about me pages, etc. ;) My name is Helen, I am 18 years old, from Southern California, and I have two wiener dogs. Lol that's basically how every introduction of myself goes. But anyways, I currently live in Arizona and am a Pre-Business major at the University of Arizona. When I get into the Eller College of Management, I plan to focus on Marketing and possibly MIS. I personally want to impact people in a positive way, market things that will make a difference and be able to understand the technology behind it. FUN/FUNNY THINGS ABOUT ME: I am 5'3 therefore I am below average. Never hit me how short I was until I got to college :/ I have toe thumbs. I play water polo at the U of A and have played for over 4 years. I am Jewish (Jewish boys hit me up) ;P I can touch my tongue to my nose AND you will have to find out more laterrrrr Logging out, Helen <3

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