Aside

I am happy, even without you

As long as I could remember, you have always told me to embrace life,

so that is what I have been doing

before and after you left.

I thought I wouldn’t be happy again without you

but I am and I think you would be proud of that.

I’ve gone to college, gotten recognition for my achievements, made memories with friends…

and I feel like I don’t deserve it sometimes but

you told me to follow my heart and intuition because somehow they already know what I truly want to become

~as quoted by Steve Jobs~

and these are the results, and I couldn’t be more proud of how you impacted my life and how I am turning out to be.

I am happy, even without you.

But something inside me says I wonder what you would tell me?

People say you would be proud or you are proud but how do they really know?

I know you are but it would be nice to hear it from you.

Oh how I miss you and feel that others around me don’t understand me the way you do but, don’t think that I am any less happy than when you were around because

I am happy, even without you.

The memories you gave me, your inspirational acts, and the life you live through the stories and character features of your loved ones will always be alive.

I am becoming the person I have always dreamed of being, and have been the happiest I have ever been!

Oh how I miss you and wish to share these notions with you but,  I know you know 🙂

I am happy, even without you 🙂


Hello human beings of the Internet world. Absorb this as you please, but one message I want to get across from this is: don’t be mad at yourself for being happy even if loved ones cannot share it with you. Live your life in your happiest form and loved ones will be right beside you.

Logging out, Helen ❤